Don’t ask me to explain it

People ask, why I’m so sad, but I have no reply,
I know what they think of me, but I just have no reason why.

Why is life such a struggle, it should be easy now,
After all the years I’ve lived it, by now I should know how.

They think I’m mad, perhaps they’re right,
My mind’s so mixed up, it’s like I’m drowning in the night.

I just want to sit, to stare and cry,
Don’t ask me to explain it, I just don’t know why!!