The Rally
My brothers gone to Dakar, no he has gone to Mali,
Where the hell is he, on this god damn rally.
My brothers gone to Dakar, no he has gone to Mali,
Where the hell is he, on this god damn rally.
I opened my life, and laid it bare,
I let you in, and showed you there,
All I ask is for a kiss sometime,
This life is not a pantomime,
It is for real, and all we’ve got,
Don’t make a mistake; it‘ll cost allot,
Of wretched tears, and broken sadness,
And of many days of tortured madness,
I want you to know how I feel,
But I can’t tell you, not for real,
To have happy times, with my special man,
And for fun and laughter, that’s my plan.
Why is life so full of shit?
So full of crap, so badly lit,
Why can’t it flow, with the breeze?
To float and drift, to be at ease,
I want to be able to look and see,
I need to be happy within me.
Lying on the beach,
Hand in hand,
Lying on the beach,
On the golden sand.
I really didn’t want to, I don’t know why I did,
I just don’t know what is right,
I wish I could tell you,
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People ask, why I’m so sad, but I have no reply,
I know what they think of me, but I just have no reason why.
I need to look at my life,
I need to think about me,
I need to open up my eyes ,
I need to look differently.
I need to get time for myself,
I need to think about me,
I need to pull back my life,
I need to take time and see.
Hello world it’s me again,
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Life can be frightening, cold and dark,
I feel like a child, lost in this big place,
Everything is happening all around me,
Abandoned and alone, I drift in my own space.
Like a river of shiny iridescent dew drops,
My tears flow, and my heart is heavy an sigh’s,
The wild wind blows, howling and scary,
Out goes the past, and my old life.
At every turn, danger is hiding,
Ghostly figures, just waiting to get out,
Why do they scare me, they’re just imagination,
Whirling and spinning on a roundabout.
Is there life beyond these dreams?
Hold my hand, and be strong for me,
Encircle me with love and hope,
Lead me into the light, where I can see.
One day, in another time,
Many years away,
There she will be waiting,
Now all old and grey.